Friday, March 27, 2015

This is me, right now. March 26, 2015. So gross. I don't know this person. Who are you? What happened? Get yourself together girl! I most likely weigh about 235 lbs. I'm a size 20 and I'm all stomach. 

Some of my friends ask me why are you getting surgery? Other than the obvious heath reason. Here are a few other reason to reminder yourself why this is a good idea.
  • knee pain (my knees creek when I walk up the stars)
  • ankle pain, I can stand all day, this has just started happening with in the last 2 years
  • lower back pain
  • shoulder pain from heave breasts
  • cant run for more than a few steps
  • pre-diabetes
  • snoring
  • not sleeping well
  • don't like walking barefoot (need foot support)
  • sweat (a lot)
  • blood sugar gets low when I don't eat frequently 
  • I think about foo a lot
  • I make bad choices when I'm hungry 
But the number 1 reason why is because I don't love this person. I want to love me, loving being me inside and out. I look in the mirror or photos and I don't know who I'm looking at... its disgusting. 

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